this feeling is like no other ,

.Friday, February 13, 2009 ; 5:31 AM -

&&&the reason is you ,

you're my everything ,

and no matter what i'll never let go
its been awhile since i've updated
been sleeping alot this few weeks , nothing much happened
but the most happiest thing that happened
BABY's out and he's back in vietnam
i was over the moon when i recieved a message from him
some people say that i'm crazy to be in love with him
but this is what love is all about right?
all i can say is i've nvr regretted being with him for a second
its quite expensive talking on the phone so we've been chatting online
afew hours later i'll be going with my 888 bro&sis to AHGONG de court
its like so sad to see him go in ):
AHGONG , i'll definitely miss you de
&&&&&&&tmr is valentines' day
i realised that i always have to spend my valentines day alone
baby , i think of you wherever i go
ytd went sentosa with lovelove , kelle and papa
went emo-ing and drew on the sand
it shows how much i think about you , BABY(:
iloveyouuuuu&imissyouuu

.Saturday, January 17, 2009 ; 8:18 PM -

&&&the reason is you ,

everybody is changing ,
and i don't feel the same(;

as the saying goes , time flys

just a wink of the eye and i'm discharged for 4 months le

& in less than 3 weeks , baby going to get discharged(:

BABY , i really miss you alot

i've been contacting most of your good friends and getting news about you

your bro-in-law has already passed the message to me

i'm actually quite happy to know that you never forget me while you're inside

i really hope that i'll be the first one you call when you're back in vietnam

i really got something to discuss with you , its SERIOUS

BTW , i'm still on the run

and i'm not planning to go home , even on CNY

i wanna show my parents that i'm independent

and also that i can count on myself

i'm so freaking bored laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

i sleep all day long , slack all day long and i'm rotting

will update soon

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee(:

.Thursday, December 18, 2008 ; 6:10 AM -

&&&the reason is you ,

baby , i'll wait for you~

tuesday

BABY(: went reporting at bedok hq , i didn't accompany him as someone else did=.=

kept looking for people to bail him urgently ,

but some said okay but last minute cannot , WTH~

but at last his boss asked an uncle to bail him out

waited for half an hour till he was out

BABY(: was shocked to see me and someone together

he didn't know which one to go to , so he kept quiet while we smiled at each other

went his house and he slept , i tried to sleep but i can't

went to the toilet and when i came back someone already snatched my place

and was hugging him , kaos~ don't purposely laas

i was like such a fool looking at her hug him to sleep laas

but after that someone fell asleep

BABY(: woke up after awhile and when he saw me looking at them

he quickly pushed her hands away from him

then when i told him that i wanted to leave first

i told him that if i continued seeing that someone so close to him

i'll definitely cry): and as i typed that msg to him i cried

he wiped my tears away and asked me not to cry

cried again when i was leaving his house

went back after that and talked to his friends(:

WEDNESDAY

didn't plan to go for his court cause he didn't want me to go

but in the end he gave in and asked me to go

i was in AMK so nas and en accompanied me down to sub court

his hearing was in the afternoon but we went in the morning

so we sat there for like hours and i was falling asleep

but BABY(: and i did sms when the court was on

i didn't want him to stress bout me and someone

so i asked him if he wanted me to leave him

but he said that he didnt want to(:

we didn't realise it was lunchbreak until 15 to 20 mins later

so decided to go for lunch

and when i was walking out he asked me where i was going

i said i go out awhile and will be coming back later

then he smiled , but never did i think

it would be the last time that i'll see him

cos when i went back there

he already went in and i didn't know what to do but cry

BABY ,

i really miss the times when we're together

and the times that you held me in your arms so tight

i just hope that you'll take good care of yourself inside

i'll always be waiting for you to come out come what may

just hope that you'll fulfil your promise to me(:

i promise that i'll look you up when you're released

&&i'll love you till the end of time

.Wednesday, December 17, 2008 ; 2:11 AM -

&&&the reason is you ,

no mood to blog today so just a short update

just came back from BABY(: house

at first he didn't want me to leave but i promised that i'll go back later

when i left his house i cried cause i just can't bear to let him go

just now went bail baby out with SOMEONE

and he is going court tmr lehhs

i'm feeling so down , so depressed laas

BABY(: no matter what i won't let go

i'll definitely wait for you come what may

but i'm just afraid that if you go to court tmr

i won't bear to let you go):

BABY(: ILOVEYOU

.Saturday, December 13, 2008 ; 4:36 PM -

&&&the reason is you ,

just a quick update before i go to work ,

BABY(: is out but i still don know when he needs to go court

but i'll find out later whe he comes to look for me at night(:

thank god for letting him come out for at least awhile so that i can spent time with him

BABY(:

no matter what , you'll always be on my mind